So i was thinking awhile ago about this blog thing and i thought to myself "how many ppl actually read the posts that i put up?" So i have written this post to see how many ppl respond. So if u come across this post please leave a comment thanks
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Monday, August 18, 2008
The Light in the Bathroom!
I HATE THE BATHROOM LIGHTS WITH A PASSION!!!!!!! i bet they conspire against me. grrrr........ i even think that they talk to each other! (light bulb on the Left telling the light bulb on the Right)"here comes jessica, lets turn off the lights and get her to slip and fall!" They do it all the time!!!!!!!!! My dad had put a motion detector light switch for the bathroom and just my luck that the shower is a little too far from the motion detector so when im in the shower the lights go off all the time!!!!!!!!! and when i try to turn them back on the shower is too far away so i have to get out of the shower just to turn on the lights. A couple of days ago the lights turned off when i was in the shower and i went to turn them on and i slipped and fell out of the shower!!!!! grrrr........! well this was random but i needed to get my anger out so thanks for listening or reading....whatever
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Summer 08 ending...?
This summer has pretty much rocked the other summers off the map of my memories!!!!! So many things has happened in my walk with God and with my friends. I got to go to Lake Geneva Christan camp where God worked miracles in me and in other ppl, i went to National Fine Arts Festival in North Carolina which rocked cuz we did fabulous and we had an experience with God, I had my first guy drama, and I got more involved with my church and with friends (such as playing soccer on Sundays or at random times when Ty has an urge). Its been great. Now don't get me wrong my summer wasn't perfect. There were times of confusion, disappointment and at some point i had wished i had never met that person or gone to that place. But now that i look back on those days and i look at where i am today, and i realize that if i hadn't met that certain guy i wouldn't have met some of my good guy friends that i have now (in my past i didn't have a good view of men so i didn't have a lot of guy friends) and i even got closer so a certain Lady Friend and if i hadn't gone to that dark place (which i don't plan on going back) i wouldn't have the trust i have in God today to pull me out. So even thou not everything goes according to plan, just remember that God has his hand reached out for you to grab when your falling, so don't be afraid of whats to come next, embrace it. So to wrap the summer up i just want to say to my friends that i will be praying for u when i go to college that u will continue to grow in your relationship with God and your present/future friends. You will always be in my heart and i will be back!!!! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!! (call/text me if u ever get bored on the computer)
Camp 08
Sorry this is late!
What God did 4 me this past week at Lake Geneva Christian Camp was amazing!! I was expecting that God was going to do something great before I left, but he did so much more. So for you to get the whole picture I must start from the beginning.
As the week started my mind was very clouded, confused and distracted by some situations I was in back at home. I really didn’t want my last week at camp, as a student to be one where I came back home the same person, I wanted my life to be in some way different. So I had prayed before we left that my mind would be clear for camp but it seemed like everything I did wouldn’t work. After we had reached the camp (the bus ride was fun except for the incredible pain in my butt) we got our rooms and settled in. Later that night I went to prayer in the gym. I prayed and prayed but I couldn’t think at all, my mind was all over and consumed. After we had finish I heard my name being called out and when I looked it was Jodi. I went over to her and she wanted to pray for me because she saw that I was being torn apart. She had said that something evil was going on inside of me. So we prayed and after Jodi had told me that the devil doesn’t want me around, that he wants me dead. To tell you the truth it was a little creepy hearing that. The service that night was increditable!!!!!! In the past years at camp usually the first night service isn’t that great but this one was different. God told me what was clouding my mind, what was creating the pain in my heart and what needed to be changed in my life to help heal this pain. After that night I knew that this week was going to be different. As the week went on I got closer and closer to God. Tuesday night at service was amazing and I remember breaking down crying when Reggie asked the students who thought about ending their lives. There was so many of them and you could walk past them every day and you wouldn’t have a clue what was really going on in the inside. It scared me. That night God taught me that I can’t be alright with how my life is now. The next day I had a very special “date” with a very good friend of mine (don’t worry it wasn’t with a guy) after the “big” event (which was each team was holding on a rope and the teams had to run around the camp ground while being hit with balls and going over the opsical course, which Im proud of myself that I did it). I was a little scared to go at first because of what my friend might say, but after I was so glad I went. This friend told me a story that was in the bible and without knowing a lot about what was going on inside of me the bible story she told me was about this girl who was in the same situation I’m in at home, which was cool. From that story I learned so much about myself and how to face the challenges that will soon come my way. The rest of the week was great and God did so many other sweet stuff. THANKS FOR THE BEST CAMP EVER!!!!!!!!! EVERYONE!!!!!!! LOVE YA ALL!!!!!!!!!!
What God did 4 me this past week at Lake Geneva Christian Camp was amazing!! I was expecting that God was going to do something great before I left, but he did so much more. So for you to get the whole picture I must start from the beginning.
As the week started my mind was very clouded, confused and distracted by some situations I was in back at home. I really didn’t want my last week at camp, as a student to be one where I came back home the same person, I wanted my life to be in some way different. So I had prayed before we left that my mind would be clear for camp but it seemed like everything I did wouldn’t work. After we had reached the camp (the bus ride was fun except for the incredible pain in my butt) we got our rooms and settled in. Later that night I went to prayer in the gym. I prayed and prayed but I couldn’t think at all, my mind was all over and consumed. After we had finish I heard my name being called out and when I looked it was Jodi. I went over to her and she wanted to pray for me because she saw that I was being torn apart. She had said that something evil was going on inside of me. So we prayed and after Jodi had told me that the devil doesn’t want me around, that he wants me dead. To tell you the truth it was a little creepy hearing that. The service that night was increditable!!!!!! In the past years at camp usually the first night service isn’t that great but this one was different. God told me what was clouding my mind, what was creating the pain in my heart and what needed to be changed in my life to help heal this pain. After that night I knew that this week was going to be different. As the week went on I got closer and closer to God. Tuesday night at service was amazing and I remember breaking down crying when Reggie asked the students who thought about ending their lives. There was so many of them and you could walk past them every day and you wouldn’t have a clue what was really going on in the inside. It scared me. That night God taught me that I can’t be alright with how my life is now. The next day I had a very special “date” with a very good friend of mine (don’t worry it wasn’t with a guy) after the “big” event (which was each team was holding on a rope and the teams had to run around the camp ground while being hit with balls and going over the opsical course, which Im proud of myself that I did it). I was a little scared to go at first because of what my friend might say, but after I was so glad I went. This friend told me a story that was in the bible and without knowing a lot about what was going on inside of me the bible story she told me was about this girl who was in the same situation I’m in at home, which was cool. From that story I learned so much about myself and how to face the challenges that will soon come my way. The rest of the week was great and God did so many other sweet stuff. THANKS FOR THE BEST CAMP EVER!!!!!!!!! EVERYONE!!!!!!! LOVE YA ALL!!!!!!!!!!
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